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OMG UPDATE!!! [October 03, 2008 @ 2:19pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

So it's been about....FOREVER! since I have updated this damn thing~. A lot has went on since I was last on this journal. I've had good times and bad times, but yeah let's see let's start with the most recent! I have been in a singing community, they are really great people, called Twilight Legend. It's really fun~! We are finishing up our HUGE summer concert called Legend of the Manpower!!!! It was really fun to do~! I can't wait to hear the last section of it!. But you can totally keep up with our sound by checking out our youtube!! Don't be shy!! Lay down some comments for us!!! Even if they are for our improvements!! Other then that~~~ I've been ok, I work at Starbucks now~!!! I also plan to attend Mary Baldwin College in the spring of 2009 to actually get a degree in what I want to do~! My sister, her boyfriend, and my friend have moved in with me at my parents house. We are all trying to help out with their bills. But other then that I've been the same me!!! ^.^v Well I'm off to go find some thing I can get into and make it all fun! Maybe jump on a few people to get their lazy butts up!!! <3

[April 14, 2007 @ 10:51am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

145 over 85 That was my blood pressure when I went in to the ER....Not very good I think. They monitored my heart for 5 hours and then told me to take it easy as well as call the heart specialist to set up an appointment to be monitored for anywhere from 24 hours to 2 weeks...X_x;; Yay me. They diagnosed me with Palpitations...o_o not fun...It hurt really bad...and I felt really light headed and like I was about to die D: not fun...but yeah...let's hope they fix it...I'm just glad it wasn't a heart attack like I thought it was. X_x;;; <3

I love you!

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OMFG!!!! [March 03, 2007 @ 7:37pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

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Join I know you want to~! [February 26, 2007 @ 6:25pm]
[ mood | busy ]


[February 22, 2007 @ 11:18am]
[ mood | stressed ]

So I seriously thought living with my brother again would be so great. Turns out I was wrong. He changed. He's not the cool brother that teaches me things and takes me everywhere anymore. He's the yell at Rei 24/7 because she's younger, treat her like dirt unless I want to talk about World of Warcraft, put her down, and act like her father because I can get away with walking all over her type now. I'm seriously sick of everyone telling me that my sister is my responsability. She isn't my child I don't own her, I never will. Sure she has a few cool moments but msot of the time she's acting like my fucking mother. Why am I always getting yelled at? I thought being 18 ment I have way more freedom. It turns out I still have to live under my parents roof until I can afford it because they screwed up my oppertunities to be just fine out in the real world and they get to tell me what I can and can not do because of his. I seriously almost quit my job and ran away until the realisty of YOU NEED MONEY to run away hit me. If I did run away I wouldn't have a place to go, no money to do anything. I can't keep living in this house with my family that I swear doesn't want me around. They kicked me out of my own room and moved me into on of the downstairs living rooms that doesn't have working heat. I have no closet so all my clothes that have to be hung up are in a pile. They only come to talk to me when they want to yell at me to make me do their dishes. I don't use dishes, I use paper plates and plastic knives. I've been living off of water and sandwiches because I don't like their excuse of "Since you use the dishes you have to wash them." When I obviously only use cups and wash them I even put the damn cup away when I wash it. I know most of my friends have it worse then I do, this is probably just me whining about stupid things that should be left to rest. I know i'm a whimp but I seriously can't handle this anymore. I want out. I hate being depressed 24/7 and crying myself to sleep every night. Sure I don't show it but I am, I don't like people worrying about me, but I seriously need some help. I better go befor emy brother yells at me then takes away my internet.

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Get GazettE to come to the US~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [February 19, 2007 @ 12:47pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

It seems more and more likely that Gazette is getting ready to tour overseas! Now their managers even asking where would the fans like them to perform!

On their manager's blog he asked two questions in English to the overseas fans
1. What is your favorite Gazette song?
2. Where would you like them to perform?

There's soooo many people asking for places in Europe! Let's try getting a lot of people from the US to comment~!

Here's the link to the entry: http://ameblo.jp/gazette-staff/entry-10025356899.html

To comment, scroll down to the box at the end of the comments. There's a button the says this: コメント記入欄を表示
Click that and another box should pop up.
Here's the translations for the boxes:
名前: (Name)
And the submit button is the button allll the way down in the lower right hand corner!

Repost~please.we need the support from US fans


Boo! [February 12, 2007 @ 1:15pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

So I'm actually on this LJ name instead of one of the ones I'm one 24/7. Mech I am leh, bored... ^^; OH OH oh!!!! I seriously want people to write me letters so when I go to the post office box I'll feel special and actually get mail!!! <333 So comment leaving your e-mail addy and I'll email you my address~! ^___^ OH OH OH And I love when people draw me pictures!!! Especially random ones~! <333 I don't care if they are as bad as Bou's I still love them and think they are cute!! hehe well I'm off to go "apply" on LJ com! <3


I really... [January 22, 2007 @ 11:56pm]
[ mood | aggravated to tears ]

want to drop out of college. It's basically a waist of money and time for me. I can't afforn anything because they are charging me out of state tuition and told me that it is too late to change it. Which is stupid, considering, I didn't know that until today. So, I have no money for my books. That's 300$ out of my pocket, because they said I can't access the money from my student loans to pay for books. I lost one of my paychecks, I forgot to get a direct deposit form so it saves me time of mailing, my ex-friend expects me to pay for the damage to her friends car that rear-ended me, no one else will hire me because I have school and a job already. So what do I do? Drop out and collect another job, or stay in and suffer until I can afford books? I hate being stressed out and putting on a happy face that makes it look like I'm doing just fine when deep down inside I want to pull out my hair and scream. I hate telling people my problems because it makes me feel like I am pushing it all on them, but when I can't seem to not cry myself to sleep at night, I don't know what else to do but type on a machine that wont talk back to me. I really am sorry for everyone that reads it, if you have advise that's great I need all the advise I can get, but please don't think I am venting this on to you. And thanks for letting me type out how I am feeling, lol I feel a little better [hontoni aishiteru kyo-sama] <3.

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Story time~! [January 20, 2007 @ 11:17pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I went to VA Beach, chilled with Samm 24/7, got my belly-button pierced, got rear-ended, came home, waited for my brother to come, HELD MY NIECE24/7!!!!, and go to school and work, the end! <3


bleh? o_O; [September 30, 2006 @ 11:44pm]
[ mood | blah ]

WOOT Story time!!!!!!!

I live in a crappy hotel...the end.


WOOT~! Update Biznatches! [August 25, 2006 @ 10:40pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Join this RP Group<3 youu'll love it~

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TODAY IT~ [June 15, 2006 @ 2:34pm]
[ mood | scared ]

GRADUATION DAY~!!!!! I FINALLY MADE IT!!! So why am I so scared? I am moving to Charlotte NC and my parents bought me a car...and my uncle sent me $1800, so now I have 2045$ but I am scared...I really don't understand...I guess since this is the start of something new...no the start of the rest of my life. Wow, 13 years of regular school and now I can start college. It is so weird. I actually made it. And look I updated~ lol. It is a miracle!!!! hahahahahaha <333 well I need to go bum some black shoes off of someone...I don't have any that match my dress! lol



It's time for the update~ it's time for the update! [March 03, 2006 @ 9:07pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

HAHA anyways~ I am so glad I got to go to the D'espairs Ray concert!!! ^_^ I missed 4 days of school and man did I NOT miss it! ^_^ Orlando Kick ASS~~~~~! But yeah, the next time they go to the US I am so going with Kyo-sama! I love her muchly! GOOD ACKT there is TOOOOOOO much to say about the concert! ^_^ goodness...ok in short Fan girls need to die! And Karyu, Zero, Hizumi, and Tsukasa all remember me...or and I can't forget Yetai!!! ^_^ I love him muchly! haha after all he can't forget me and how I am at a D'espairs Ray concert!!!! ^_^ boy oh boy! So that makes it D'espairs Ray concert #2! ^_______________________^V well I am off to be a crazy little some body! haha




YAY~! ^_^ ONCE I A MILLION YEARS [October 03, 2005 @ 8:02pm]
[ mood | very ill ]

ok let's see....to udate since the last time I updated...

1. I am now unemployed, and yeah, will not go any further
2. I got to see my brother come home from Iraq, only because I am no longer an Aunt, an dthat is why I got fired...>.>
3. uhmmm....I gained 10 pounds in one week then lost 11 pounds in the 2 weeks after that...X.x
4. My parents are finally DIVORCED! And I am finally happy again!
5. Kohta's mom thinks Kyo sounds like a pissed off cookie monster! XDD
6. I have Bronchitis, an dit is REALLY~ close to amonia...(did I even spell that right?)...yeah nothing serious though! ^_^
7. That hot guy at my work still talks to me, so I guess that is a plus! ^_^
8. Kyra is coming a couple days before Halloween and is staying till the 11th of november! ^_^ I love her SOOOOOOOOO much!
9. I am a messenger in the play Macbeth....>.>...
10. uhm I am a beloved senior...and yeah....I love Ri-chan!
11. I am allowed more internet time now!! I can get on when ever I please!
12. scratch that, when ever steph is not around
13. my sister does drugs and hangs out with the "juggalo's" XP yuck!
14. I found out Dictators hate Chuck E. Cheese's....but I love them!!!
15. I spend a lot of time playing games...
16. uhmmm my summer was crap. And I like school better then it and home
17. ^_^
19. I am taken....
20. My band is going great....I guess
21. I love meg
22. I wish I could fly...>.>...no not really
23. I am not as buisy since the last time I updated, more distracted but yeah, who cares! ^_^
24. and EMO in Japanese means Potato! So yeah everyone that thinks they are EMO then yeah I guess they are potatoes! ^_^
25. I have nothing else that is interesting to update! ^^;;; later kiddies!

<3 Kohta

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OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK..... [July 05, 2005 @ 10:36pm]
[ mood | cold ]

time for an update...let's seeeeeeee....on teh 21st of June I was TEH FIRST one to wish Megereger a happy birthday...well I was also many other numbers....but hey!! I love her muchly!! lol I would do a lot of crazy things for the people I love!! ^_^ but yeah...I am officially a buisy work-aholic...I work full time and can't seem to get a day off...uhmmmm I have a mini ipod but who cares...a lot of people have them, my sister got band(sp?) from the mall...I am limited on everything I do because of it...which sucks...I didn't do anything wrong and I sure as hell didn't steal! I have to prove to my mom I can live on my own by the time school starts or I have to move to the mts with my parents...which I would move out as soon as I turn 18 which would be two months after I graduate so it is a waste of money and time...gosh what else happend..OH!!! My dad and I almost got in a car accident today coming home from work, it would have been the other drivers fault so yeah...I would hsve been hurt but I don't care....and I think that is about it... oh and I think tis guy at my work is really hot...but who cares...I besta get going so I can do other things...

<3 Kohta


[May 18, 2005 @ 7:41pm]
[ mood | sad & PISSED OFF!!! >_ ]

LiveJournal Username
have you dirty thoughts??
wants to pound you till you break the headboardxdviantdvotionx
wants to tongue bathe you_simplenclean_
uses your picture as part of their masterbatory rituals...nemunemu_shinya
draws xxx rated pictures of you and them togethernasal_fish
wants to tie you down and have their way with youmdoshadow
wants to do you in public :Onemunemu_shinya
This Fun Quiz created by Valerie at BlogQuiz.Net
LJ Quizzes at Blog Quiz

I just thought I might share that with you all! since my dad was an asswhole and deleted AIM, yahoo, and MSN messenger from my comp....so I can no longer Talk to my Favorite people online...and I can not WRITE SMUT!!!!!!!!! >_< THAT IS KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!!! Sadly! I am dieing of no smut....THIS IS PURE TORTURE(sp?) how the hell am I supposed to live??? well I gotta go bitch some where else now... *runs to cry*

[ mood | bouncy ]

BREAK! I love yet hate this only week of "vacation"....it's not a fucking Vacation for me...it's hell and work...but hey! I am not complaning! I don't have to get up as early for school...^_^ no more 6:33 AM for me!!! That's the only good thing about spring break! Plus...no home work! My teachers didn't give me any home work....Well my sister wants to go to the mall...I have to go with her and drive...Love you guys!!! BYE!



I think I just might update this thing! [March 16, 2005 @ 8:33pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

maybe not....no....I can't change my mind now...I am already typing....>.>...<.<....lets see...I think I am going to die before the musical!...I am trying to sing and dance at the same time...that is basically asking me to jump off a cliff. I can't sing...and defanatly can not sing and dance....Good Gackt am I drained of energy...I am so sore...and I finally figured out why my parents and friends say "lift with the knees, not your back!"....I am suprised that I am able to sit up...I think I might go to bed early tonight...I need some more sleep compared to the sleep I have been getting...I hope "billy" doesn't think I made up that fucking story about what happend to me friday with..."Frank"...where did I come up with frank?...ANYWAYS...I didn't make it up...I will get some help...but not this year...I am sick of people telling me to get help...it is already too late for that...it wouldn't even be considered as RXXE...so what's the problem..."Billy" was the second person I told and he talked to "frank" and "frank said all him and I did friday was HANGOUT! PSHHHH! Yeah right...HANGOUT my ASS! But I am fin now...even with all the "I made that up" shit...well I guess I feel better now that I have bitched enough...I am sorry for everything! and love all of you guys! ^_^


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here read why samm made me cry! [March 10, 2005 @ 4:40pm]
[ mood | crazy ]


to :: Faye and Rae!!!

Love, a word I stutter to say
And sometimes I don’t mean it, but say it anyway.
There’s times when it’s needed, but will never be said
Even though it’ll be the only thought in my head.
There’s happiness, sadness, anger and lust
And none of those words hurt even half as much.
Even when I don’t say  it, the words still hold true
I love all my friends and that includes you.
When your hurt and crying, I wont run away
I’ll be right by your side and I promise I’ll stay.
And when you’re smiling, I’ll be smiling too
Because, just like we say, I less than 3 you!

ok now to make a cut! here read my crappy poemCollapse ) !


>.>....<.<....I think I am updating....pinch me.... [March 06, 2005 @ 11:41am]
[ mood | weird ]

OUCH!! I didn't mean that hard! but now I know I am not dreaming. ^_^ anyways I guess I can start by what you missed...ok

..........................uhmmm I went to the Magic Show to get my mind off things....................

and that's about it. If there was more things I would tell you. ^_^ gosh I feel so wonderful alive...but Samm and Faye I shall talk to you guys later ((like Faye would read this...I don't think she has a LJ)) about shtuff! I think I need to go watch Moon Child and cry at the end like I always do. That part always gets me, no matter if I have seen it 9174503653695017513756985629387456 times....man never mind I cry when Toshi dies...THE HAPPY PIZZA MAN!!!!!!!!! I love Toshi! But I have to go call people to ask for help.



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